0. Pre —
Indetermind,
Indetermind,
No name
No edges
One vast, exuberant continuum,
Viscous
Primordial substance
a PURE Radiant
Immanence.
all, before
before the violent ejection,
sudden umbilical severance
floating there, in infinite
numinous potential;
eventually, we must all
become discontinuous beings..
I. Wound
Called from the ether,
i wake,
finding the cold world
wrapped tight, around
my plasterine shoulders
Scuttling from the darkness
a scorpion lays their
sting —
on my fresh exposed
ankle,
Suppressed
a scream escaping,
whilst swollen
and
pouring scarlet I
realise
this new shiny thing
called Dawn
breaking head over the horizon:
A light so blinding
no mercy,
in its illuminated spectrum.
I catch the world
as it spins + turns
a sickening perpetual motion
trapped,
in the relentless
barefoot march
across the horrifyingly
endless
expanse of being.
myself, infinitesimal,
an ant
waddling across the
expanding Interzone
animating, incrementally
over passing years
of revelatory shocks
before looming mirrors
reflecting
the truth,
of my naive image.
Clueless
this soft organic machine
marred by terrible confusion
worn down by the
incessant fight
to digest the semiotic,
+ daytime razor illusions.
each day,
only slight hesitation
when setting out across
tempestuous tides
doggy paddling
away from desolation,
towards this imaginary
faraway Land
with unassimilable,
Uroboric answers.
II. Incubation
Ex Utero
along goes
an archaic story
dragged over
well-trodden cobbles
of a mercurial city,
in constant arrival
wide worldly faces
pass
through magnificent regal buildings
erected on
calcified remains
of mass imperial violence
a prominent backdrop to
the bondage of expectations
chipping away
at the concrete block
of adolescence
sharpened tongues
made a porous, leaky heart
saturating every cell
with the bile of strangers
the personality
slowly
squandering
into a vestigial instrument
shrivelled
warped
from unforgiving tyrannical
Flagellations.
the old must die
the old must die
the old must die
the old must die
🕯
Start,
simply moon praying
and, for each disease
bred through entombed denial
a glaring opportunity transpires:
////// rupture //////
a multitude
of tiny deaths
accumulating
from the miracles
of flame dance
prophetic pareidolia calls
with
each burning candle
the infinite weight of shame —
dissipating
slightly, more
until
broken are
monotonous cycles of discontentment
with iron fists held
to the elongated
darkness…
I, reawaken,
one unforgettable,
glorious morning
that Joissance
all that's needed
a momentary lapse in
the discontinuous illusion
hoisting the heavy bucket
from the
bottomless well of spirit.
— It was
behind closed doors
Solitary
a blossoming,
secret indulgence
in stark sanguine revelations
oozing wet
that inexplicable substance.
miraculously pooling
over goosebumps
irrefutable, crystal reflections
of a pure sovereign will
wild ancient magick
dripping intoxicating
alchemical proportions.
With tender ferocity
spinning new being from
excrement
As Life, desire, feeling
rematerialised
through the
crimson roarsach blotches
on worn
neglected pages
where reading
between subliminal lines
had once prayed for
blindness
now
revived by all that dies
the fool
stepping off their
throne of thorns
needs to be born
on a pulsating
dancefloor
full of angels
so
the great wheel of
fortune crowns, another
divine beginning.
spin for me spin for me spin for me
III. World Turning
Meandering to riverside
contemplation
a flock of cranes joins
earnestly gulping down
salty
Mersey soul lyrics
recounting folk tales
gathered round the liquid mirror
orally we're manifesting
delirious transgression —
drawing spirals on many
zealous tongues
eternally time travelling
bursting sweet nothings
from capacitated lungs
resonating far beyond
constraints of greying matter,
we shake + stomp + shout
till the whole world
waltzes with jesters' clothing
after all
it is
We
each of our births
yielding
new ways of seeing
So courageously
grab that
act of refusal
to stay dead
by the horns
in a world viciously cannibalising
whatever remains
of valiant human spirit
every desire, conceived with love
throws us forth
into another, imperative
unravelling.
so go
sew hope in tender hearts clawed
carefully bandage
blown-out vocal chords
with
kiss kiss kisses
to life's sensational precarity.
alchemise the eternal
wound
of violent ejection
with our own futuristic
erotogenic rituals...
finally.
project those angel-like
oesophagal splutterings
with knees dirtied
in wonder —
all the while
meticulously assembling
a whole newfangled world
from the passionate
caress
of blood, sweat, + clay.